Drama

While I'm not being discreet with Cervelli, I have decided to be mostly discreet with some Russian Burmuda drama that isn't fair..... First off, is Cervelli. I have a strong belief that he does have a girlfriend behind my back but I really don't know why he would choose to lead me on. I am not understanding his intentions or agenda. If he was someone I could completely believe in; I would want to. I can't believe in Cervelli, so I won't. How does that feel to keep testing me knowing your doing nothing to prove your trust? You mean double standard unfair player..... While I do give Cervelli his own personal credit, I know of a lesser famous person he looks like who I know I have never wanted to mess with but it messing with me and I must give some kind of response... Man this whole thing kills me. He should know I have never been into open relationships. I have my own personal double standard when it comes to occupations and it really was his occupation that was the main reason that I didn't have an open enough mind..... Now there is another reason that he is married. I should feel more homewrecked than his wife should: and I do, but it wasn't that he and I even chanced each other when we had a chance. His timing is rude and also feeds the flame to the initial impression I had against him in his occupation...I could have had an open mind or an emotional outlook and support for him if he could be troubled in some way, but I have distrust and assumption that he could have mean motives. If he feels pressure in Bollywood with Ariana and Mack; I am not responsible for any Bollywood stories or tabloids that could have come of it.... He breaks my heart with wherever he is coming from in an unexpected way